so today, my friend called (the one that is pregnant with twins) to tell me that it's a boy and a girl.
and (wait for it.........)
I was really happy for her.
No jealousy passed through my mind. No why-not-mes. Just sheer joy and excitement for her. I told her I wanted to see ultrasound pictures, and I meant it.
thank god I'm not totally loosing it. I was so thrilled that I was happy for her, I called Mr. M to tell him. And when he asked if I was okay, I said "Yes!" And I meant it.