a whirlwind in bullets

• I love the Christmas season. Like, a LOT. I always look forward to it. Yet, this time around I'm not feeling it.
  
• We've been out of town the last two weekends. It was fun, but exhausting. This time of year, travel is a bitch.
• Especially when the biggest snowstorm of the year hits and you have a 25 minute layover in Denver. That's a recipe for disaster (luckily averted!) and a sprint through the airport.
• I'm so over work right now. I am so SICK of doing the job of two people.
• We're on to month 6. We keep trying to focus on hope, but it's so hard.
• I'm so very thankful for my life. As much as I'm discontent and wishing for a change (job getting better, time to relax, A BABY), we're incredibly blessed. And I'm trying to remind myself of that often... but it's hard.
• Holidays are even harder when you want to be pregnant.
• I want to be happy.
• Usually I'm a big old ball of crafty goodness over the holidays. I'm a cookie baking machine. But this year, don't know if I'll have time.
  
• Our tree has been up since mid november.... and it's still not decorated. oops.
• ugggghhhh.